Come home...

I ran away in floods of shame 
I'll never tell how close I came


You were young I was not old
But our story was not told
But torn apart by greedy hands


But I'll be home in a little while
Lover I'll be home.

Nico Schwalbe heißt das Zauberwort !!!

Sieht man dir gar nicht an.

"Denk mal drüber nach, was du alles so gesagt hast."
(Vor einem Jahr oder wann ?)
Stimmt eigentlich mache ich mir ja da eine Strichliste.

Verzeihen.

Please don't stop keeping me up at night.

" I hate myself pretty often" She tilted her face back on the pillow,
  damming tears and attempting to smile
  at the same time.
" Pretty fuckin' often"

Guilty.



"When you lose someone you love,when you break their heart. It's the hardest thing you could ever go through.

And no matter how much time has passed, it never really goes away. You may think it's getting better, but then you get a flashback, or hear a song that reminds you of a memory, and it hits you all over again, all at once, like a stab in the chest. You fall apart, for the hundredth time, and you feel like you just want to crawl under a rock and never come out. You love this person with all of your heart, even through you know you hurt them worse than they've ever been hurt. You stole their happiness, but yet you want them, and only them. Other people come along and give you chances to move on, but you know you don't want to. It upsets you that you might be moving on, because you promised you never would. And even if you broke all your promises, you want to keep yours. On top of that, they're terrified. Terrified of getting hurt again.  But it's not like it matters anyway, at the end of the day your're still thinking about the person who has left you comlpetely broken, too. You don't want to miss them anymore. You love them and you know you always will no matter what has happend. No matter if this was your biggest fault."

| Is there anything left for sinners ? |

Montag, 17.11. 2011

"Man lernt aus seinen Fehlern"

...oder man stirbt an ihnen.

We take it for granted.

Such reckless stupidity should be painful.

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