...never knew I was techno fan .

Was soll heute schon passieren ?
Ich habe die Sonne an meiner Seite und dich in meinem Kopf.

n.s.i.l.d.ü.a.
Haha ich bin so süß !

I'm tired. I'm stressed.I'm lonly. I'm sorry I feel like shit.

I keep telling myself 'this is the last time'

but it just keeps happening.

I am waiting, I've always been.

Waiting for someone to come along and convince me I'm not worthless.

Augen zu.

How can you look at me when I can't stand myself ?

Es wird vielleicht nicht sofort gut, aber besser !

Once again he asked me what I meant.

And again my heart was in my words,

but the explanation made no sense.

Typical me.



Let the sadness kill me.

I still remember what it feels like to know love, and have it taken away.

WANNA BE STRONG !!!

For real...this is hell.

I still repeat the things in my head you said to me.
But everything is easier said than done.
And I know that I am mentally not in the position to tell you how much I am sorry. Not yet.
I need to overcome this disgusting feeling when watching myself first.

But what if it never gets better ?

desperate

It is going to fail.

It hurts in some ways to be such a dissapointment to you.
So I don't feel like a person anymore.
The world is insane and I'm trying to escape that hard.
But pain is what it is.
Daunting.
Inevitable.
It mortally shots me.
And it makes me feel so worthless and it's gonna show me that I never ever deserve you.

...to make you feel

Let's pretend none of this ever happened.

Erst kommt die Wut.

Und dann vermisse ich dich.

Und dann fehlt der Sinn.


ICH LIEBE DICH !

Nur so für den Augenblick.

♥

Wann kommt da jetzt bitte das Ende ?

Essen um zu vergessen und Eimer sind zum Kotzen da !


Wir können nichts für unsere Narben,
die waren einfach irgendwann da !

Ich geh auf Glas bei allem was du tust.

Good morning life.

Here we go again.

I thankfully fell asleep in your arms.

I really hoped that the world would change.

But my life is a disappointment.

Need to get over it.

The end.

I miss the one I love.
I can't find the ones I need.
Unknown people take me through the night.

And today

I LOVE YOU

more than ever.

And yes, I do love you !

I wanna have a photograph,
just to make these moments last forever.

You're worth it.  
More than anything else
and I'm going to spent
the rest of my nights
and the rest of my days,
thinking of you.

Prinzessin auf dem Abstellgleis.

Und sie zählt bis sie der
Schlaf besiegt.
Die Zeit wird nie ihr Freund.