Never find the right words.

For christmas the only thing I really wish for is just to find a way to make you understand that everything I said was never meant to hurt you...
understand that I just want you to be with me.
understand that I am sorry.
understand that you're all I want.

Please just say:

" Hey Lauri...you're an idiot and I really got pissed because of you 

but I love you."